Ahh, I’m sorry! I’ve been busy with school and finals. My summer starts today though; I moved out this morning and I’m home!
I’m going to take a couple of days to relax before I start writing again but I’m hoping to finish all the requests this summer. I won’t be as crazy as I was last summer (I published like 2/day) but I’ll do my best. ^^
-Admin V
BAHAHAHA, that’s hilarious! I apologize for choosing such a tricky background then. :D
-Admin V
I love how all the teasers were released at such a random time. Like, I was not ready for this EXO explosion. One day, my dash has no EXO and then BAM: I can’t scroll down without seeing a picture of Kai in his cornrows (which I am indifferent to).
We got another message the other day, asking what we thought about the teasers. I answered it but tumblr decided to not work then so I’ll just put my thoughts here.
I love the yearbook style pictures, especially the one with the nicknames, favorite subject, etc. Cracked me up the first time I read it (but Kris and his two hats…I can’t). I like the separate K and M pic as well. Not feeling the one where they spell out EXO just because I think that’s cheesy. lol. In regards to solo shots…Chen’s my favorite so far although the more I look at the Kris one, the more I like it.
And that’s that. I shall be here, sipping on my drink and waiting for the album to be released.
-Admin V
Ahh, I probably should have mentioned in the post that the story is on AFF. Yes, it is the same author. Thank you for letting us know!
-Admin V
Tao smut submitted by an Anon. Thank you for the submission!
WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT
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You woke up on a normal Monday morning. The sun was already high in the sky, creeping through your curtains and annoying your eyes. You groaned, rolling over onto your back and enjoying the feeling of its rays warming your skin.
You stayed like that for a while, before you decided it was time to get up- even though you had no work that day, you felt the growing need to brew your coffee and start the day itch upon you and so you rolled out of bed. Soft pitter-patters of your bare feet were heard throughout the apartment as you went to put on your bathrobe. You turned the coffee maker on and in the meantime; you went to retrieve the daily newspaper that was always waiting for you in front of your door- your landlady had a very beautiful eight-year old son who enjoyed placing the daily news on the doormats.
Well, he must’ve been getting something for it, anyway, you thought with a yawn as you reached for the daily paper. The out-of-normal traffic on the hallway caught your attention and you turned your head to the left. The apartment next to yours was long empty, but now, life was bustling through its doors and that sparked your curiosity.
You started to inch closer and you began to recognize some of the people gathered in front of the door, moving only so that the men carrying the furniture could pass. The small, plump lady currently throwing her hands in the air, deep in storytelling, was your landlady and the tiny child holding her skirt was her daughter. They were both staring up at the mysterious black haired male who had your back to you.
“Good morning!” you called out with a smile once you were close enough. The landlady looked at you and her face broadened in happiness.
“Ah, ___! Good morning!”
“Hi there, Haneul.” You greeted the small girl separately and she smiled, shying away from you. You chuckled at her antics, before noticing that the tall male turned to face you as well.
The world seemed to stop as you gazed into his eyes. He had feline-like features- sharply cut jaw, bow-like lips and the eyes. The eyes were smoldering black and they seemed to gaze into your soul. His body was firm, all wiry muscle and sturdy lines, standing more than 15 centimeters above you.
“Oh, how rude of me.” The landlady’s voice seemed so far away, even though she stood right next to you.
“This is your new neighbor, Huang Zitao. Huang-ssi, this is ___.” You cleared your throat, attempting to smile naturally.
“Nice to meet you, Huang-ssi. I’m ___.” You repeated your name, bowing to the mysterious man.
He looked dangerous. He even felt dangerous, something was rolling off him in waves which you couldn’t understand, but somehow, you didn’t mind. Somehow, your body felt that whatever evil it was, it couldn’t affect you.
His strict face was broken by a smile and he bowed back.
“It’s very nice to meet you, ___. So, we’re going to be neighbors from now on, huh?” you chuckled, scratching the nape of your neck. His voice was alluring. Everything about him made your heart beat faster.
“I guess so…oh, I completely forgot about my coffee!” you finally remembered, snapping back to the real world. You bowed to both the chuckling Zitao and your smirking landlady, before going back to your apartment.
“Oh!” you stopped in your tracks, turning back to your new neighbor.
“If you’ll need anything, just come knock, okay? I’m the first door on your right.” Zitao smiled at you, nodding.
“Thank you. Have a nice day, ___-ssi.” He said, waving at you. Your heart skipped a beat at his smile and you bowed once again, retreating back to your flat. You shut the door behind you, letting out a big breath.
There was something about Huang Zitao that you couldn’t name.
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The day had treated you well. You went out for coffee with your best friend (who you told everything about your new neighbor); you bought a beautiful skirt and a book you’ve been longing for ages. You were just reading that book, trying to kill time while waiting for your food to finish heating up, when someone knocked on your door. You checked the clock, wondering who would want something from you at such a time, as you looked through the peephole. Your heart started to beat faster, when you saw your new and attractive neighbor stand at your doorstep. Taking a deep breath, you opened with a smile.
“Good evening.”
“Good evening, ___-ssi. I’m not interrupting, am I?” he seemed nervous about knocking at such a time. It was shocking how a person with a scary image like him could have such an innocent look at times.
“Oh, not at all, I was just preparing my dinner. What is it, Huang-ssi?”
“Call me Tao, please. I feel as if I was hundreds of years old when you call me Huang-ssi.” He chuckled and butterflies started fluttering in your stomach.
“Tao.” You corrected yourself, a small smile never leaving your lips.
“I was wondering…this might sound a little lame…but do you have any sugar?” he cut his explanation short when you burst into giggles at his absurd question.
“I’m sure I packed some, but I can’t seem to find it at the moment…”
“Oh, you’re still not unpacked?’
“We’ll, I have the basics out, but there’s still a mess and I can’t seem to find it…”
“Oh.” You turned on your heel, heading over to the kitchen. You thought over how much you prepared for dinner, before turning back to your neighbor nervously standing by your door.
“Well, wouldn’t you like to have some dinner with me? I live here all alone, so I guess some company would be nice.” You suggested with a small smile, quickly adding after you saw Tao was about to decline.
“Well…only if I wouldn’t be a bother to you.” He said and when you shook your head and bid him to take off his shoes, he closed the door behind him and slipped off his sneakers.
“I hope spaghetti is okay with you.” You called out, already preparing the table for two.
“Spaghetti sounds great.”
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It has been a few days since Tao came into your apartment building and your life. Since then he stayed over for dinner every day and you two started talking more and more. You opened up to him and he was a good listener, genuinely interested in what you were saying. It was safe to say that you started to fall for your mysterious neighbor.
It wasn’t rare for you to wake up sweaty and bothered from a dream that you had about him. A dream where he would usually be on you, his strong arms holding him up just a little, so he could create a delicious friction between your naked bodies, so you would moan out his name and he would chuckle, tauntingly asking a question so dirty it would make your cheeks redden.
It was no different this night.
“Ngghh…Tao…”
“What is it, babe?”
“Tao…please…just-AH!” you plea was cut short by a sudden cry when his hips ground roughly into yours.
“Did that feel good?” his teasing voice was right by your ear, his lips brushing against it. You mewled, holding onto his shoulders tighter. He repeated his action and you whimpered.
“And just imagine how that will feel when I’m inside you.”
“Ah, Tao!”
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Your dream was suddenly cut off by something breaking in your apartment. You sat up with a gasp, disoriented and panting loud.
What was happening?
When another bang went through the silence of the apartment, you realize with a pang of fear that there was someone inside. You quickly slid off your bed and inched to your bedroom door, willing yourself for your legs to stop shaking. They didn’t listen, almost barely holding you up when you opened the door, only a tiny bit, so you could see into your living room. You could clearly see two dark figures walking around your apartment, checking anywhere for anything expensive, when you realized they were robbers.
What do I do? You asked yourself quietly, and you were about to reach for your cellphone when you heard something that made you freeze.
“Check the bedroom.” The gruff voice said, and the surging fear made your legs frozen solid. It took only a second for the other guy to reach your bedroom and open the door wide. That’s when you woke up.
“Ahah! Jungshin-ah!” The man’s rough voice was smug as he grabbed your arm roughly.
“No! Please, NO!” you kept screaming, thrashing against his hold, but it did you no good as he effortlessly dragged you to his other accomplice.
“Look at what I found.”
“Well, isn’t she pretty?” Jungshin muttered to himself, despite your constant cries for help. You lived in an apartment building for Christ sakes. Someone must hear you sooner or later.
“PLEASE! SOMEONE, HELP ME!” tears stung in your eyes as the man grabbed your other arm as well and held you back to him. You were sure that his hold would leave a bruise, but that was the last thing on your mind.
“If she were quiet…should I make your mouth a little busy, huh?” he asked, coming closer to you. You tried backing up, but the other man didn’t let you, and with growing cries, you realized what was going to happen to you.
“PLEASE, NO!” your final cry was accompanied by the window shattering and in a second, you hear a sickening crack. You opened your eyes to find Tao dangerously looming above the slumped body of Jungshin. He was looking at you even when he had his back facing you and that’s when you realized that his neck was twisted all the way around.
“What the fu-“ the other man shoved you away from him and the second you hit the ground, Tao magically appeared in front of him. He constricted his arms around him so he wouldn’t escape and he then dug his teeth deep into the other man’s neck.
The man screamed only for a while, until Tao ripped at his throat, spraying blood all over himself and the now dead robber. The body fell to the floor and you could only see Tao turned to look at you, fangs out and eyes blood red.
“___.” He said your name and he was about to come near you. In fear, you backed away from him, the wall stopping you.
What did he just do?
Understanding seemed to click in his eyes and his fangs drew back. Horror grew in his now black eyes.
“Oh god, what have I done?” he choked out, stepping back from you. He grabbed Jungshin by his ankle and flung him out of your window.
“What have I done, what have I done…” he kept repeating as he gathered the second body into his arms and with one last glance at you, he jumped out of your widow, leaving you alone in your broken apartment.
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Tao is a vampire, you stated in your mind as you squirted some shampoo into your hand.
He is a vampire, and that night, he saved you.
You massaged your scalp with the beautifully scented substance, your thoughts still far away with your supernatural savior.
After that night, Tao disappeared. His apartment was empty, and when you went down to ask your landlady about him, she wasn’t any smarter than you were. Tao didn’t leave any additional information for you to use to track him down.
He disappeared without a trace.
And you were starting to miss him bad. There was still that looming threat of him being dangerous, but just like your body ignored something evil in him the first time you met, it was no different now.
You sighed, washing out the last bits of your conditioner and stepping out of the shower. You put some body lotion on your skin, making it nice and soft against your touch.
You haven’t heard of the two robbers since that night. For all you knew, they could be on the opposite side of the world now.
You exit your bathroom, glancing at the clock. It was well past midnight, but you still didn’t feel sleepy. You didn’t feel like sleeping since that night.
A thud in the hallway made you jump. It was as if someone slid down the wall.
‘It’s just someone drunk…it must be…” you muttered to yourself, but even so, you slightly opened your front door to look around. A few meters away, just as you predicted, was a slumped figure. His head was lolled to the side and he weakly leaned back against the wall for support. You were about to close the door when you realized you knew that person.
That black hair.
That figure.
That feeling rolling off him.
It was Tao.
Abandoning your fears, you ran over to him, crouching down. You cupped his face in your hands, tilting him up to you.
The black eyes struggled to open.
“___?” he asked, his voice shaky and weak.
“Come on, let’s get you inside.” You only said back, flinging his arms round your shoulders and then grabbing him by the waist, hauling him up. He was still pretty heavy, but you knew that he held his weight for you. You weren’t sure if you would’ve been able to carry him that small distance to your apartment if he were unconscious.
Kicking the door shut, you released Tao on your couch. He was sitting up, his head fallen back against the cushions. He was breathing heavily ad his face looked like he was in great pain.
Yes, you wanted to see him again, but not like this.
“Tao?” your voice was no more than a squeak, as you reached out to touch him. Your touch was just a whisper but it still made him shiver. Too exhausted to form words, Tao only hummed in reply.
“What’s wrong? Are you hurt somewhere?” he shook his head slowly, the breathing quickening. Was he scared of something?
“What’s wrong Tao? What’s wrong wi-“
“Blood.” He choked out, his eyes shutting tight. It took you only a moment to understand what he was saying.
He was hungry. It finally made sense. How weak, how pale he was in comparison when you saw him last time. He probably went on a long time without blood, and now he was critically low on the stuff.
You swallowed the lump that was in your throat, before gently settling over his lap. Your knees on either side of Tao’s legs were supporting your weight so you wouldn’t smush shim all the way and you took a deep breath. One part of you argued against your decision. He was a hungry, blood-thirsty vampire. At this state, he doesn’t have to stop drinking and he can suck you dry.
But the other voice in your head said a simple thing- It was Tao. He wouldn’t hurt you. He never would.
With that, your hand buried in his midnight black hair, lifting his head and settling his face over the side of your neck.
His whole body tensed when your scent attacked his senses. He could feel everything so clearly- the warmth of your body against his, the wild beating of your heart against your chest and the smell. Oh, the sweet smell of your blood, just under a thin layer of skin, waiting for him to take. Waiting for him to possess.
“No.” he growled, his hands pushing against your stomach feebly. But he was losing- against his hunger, against himself.
“I trust you.” You whispered, tightening your grasp on his locks.
“Just do it, Tao.” Hearing you say his name had him groaning and the hands that were trying to push you away at first suddenly pressed you closer. You gasped when his tongue swiped across your skin and then his hot breath hit the moist spot.
His hands were flatly pressed against the small of your back, pushing your chests together. It was becoming harder for you to breathe- this was no longer just about feeding. Sexual tension hung heavily in the air and your other hand which was flung around his neck couldn’t help but to sink its fingers into his flesh, trying to suppress the whine that was bubbling up in you.
His breath hit you once more before you felt his lips covering that one spot on your neck. Not a second later, you felt a prick on your skin and you were hurled down an abyss of pleasure.
If you would’ve known a vampire bite would feel this way, you would’ve gotten Tao to bite you a long time ago.
You grasp on him tightened and you couldn’t help the moan that escaped your throat. Nothing felt more important; nothing else existed but him and his lips on you, sucking greedily. His arms constricted around you, pressing you even tighter to him. It was almost on the verge of pain, but as you predicted before, Tao would never hurt you.
Right when you were starting to feel dizzy, his lips disappeared from your neck and almost immediately covered yours. You mewled in surprise by his sudden attack, his lips molding hotly over yours. You tilted your head to the side, having a better angle on him, as you kissed him back with the same intensity. With a groan, Tao’s hand slid down from the small of your back, cupping your backside and squeezing, earning him a gasp.
Using the opportunity, his tongue slipped past your lips and coaxed your into moving. You complied, pushing back against him and instinctively grinding your hips down into his.
Tao growled, the hand on your back leading you back into his, his hips lifting up to meet yours. You felt his erection press against you and you shivered in anticipation.
“Tao…” you moaned against his open lips, gasping once he gave you a particularly hard grind.
“Bedroom?” his voice was raspy, out of breath. You blindly pointed in the direction, your lips already swooping down to attack his jaw and neck. Tao hoisted you up in his arms without a problem now that he was sated. You wrapped your legs around his waist, not willing to be an inch away from him now that he was with you once again. You felt as if you were on fire, your skin burned where he touched you and you wanted more.
You nipped on his neck, making him groan and tighten his grasp on you. You sucked on one particular spot, much like he did to you moments ago, as you faintly heard your door close. He gasped your name heavily, gently placing you on your bed. You watched, mesmerized, as he practically tore his shirt off, looking down at you as nobody did before. It was as if you were the only thing that mattered to him at the moment, like you were the only thing he existed for.
Not being able to hold yourself back, your hand reached out to touch the beautiful planes of his chest. When your cold fingers came in contact with his skin, Tao shivered, closing his eyes at the sensation. Your hands started to be more adventurous, as your thumb swiped across his already hardened nipple. The sound that escaped from his throat at your actions excited you even more and this time, it was your tongue that circled the sensitive bud. Tao growled your name, almost in warning and then grabbed hold of your wrist. You looked up at him, and he held your gaze as his hand guided you down to his jeans. He didn’t have to say anything- his eyes did the work for him.
Still not breaking eye contact, you bit your lower lip and fumbled with his belt and jeans button. Within seconds, they were pooled around his ankles and he climbed on the bed. You scooted backwards, giving him enough space and he got rid of your shirt, before crawling over you.
“I thought you were gone for good.” You sighed against his lips, your eyes closing as you felt his fingertips ghost over your ribcage.
“I would never do that.” He whispered back, kissing you deeply. He smiled at your reaction when his large hand cupped your breast, the thumb boldly swiping over your erect nipple. His tongue invaded your mouth again and he greedily swallowed all your moans, before you broke the kiss in desperate need for air. You were slightly panting as his lips traveled down your jaw, over your neck and to your already teased chest.
“Tao! Mmm~” your back arched off the bed as he took your other nipple in his mouth, sucking on it gently. You felt his tongue playing with the sensitive skin, much like you did to him before and your hands buried in his dark hair, pulling him closer.
It was becoming unbearable, the heat between your legs. You desperately needed some, any friction, so you attempted to rub your legs together, but just as you were about to close them, Tao’s hand grasped your knee and gently spread them apart. He settled between them, his hips just mere inches away from yours. You whined, lifting them up to meet him, but the hand on your knee moved up to your hipbone and held them down.
“Tao…” you almost sobbed as he moved his lips from your chest to your neck.
“I need…” your breath hitched in your throat as he placed teasing nips on your skin.
“I know.” He interrupted you, the hand on your hips moving down to your inner thing. You shuddered at the butterfly touches he left on your skin, before he reached the white cotton of your panties.
His left hand held him up, as he stared into your eyes, when his fingers touched you for the first time. By then, you were so sensitive that the touch had you moaning out his name. Satisfied by your reaction, he started to pull your panties down, flinging them somewhere off the bed. He took a moment to stare at you- under him, naked, red-faced and panting his name and he couldn’t help the smirk that came onto his face All his, you were all his.
You gasped as the first finger entered you. You haven’t done this for a long time and you closed your eyes at the feeling, biting your lip.
“Nuh-uh. Look at me.” His voice was husky and demanding, and you did as he said. It didn’t take long for him to add another finger to his quick pace, stretching you even further. He curled his fingers inside you, and that had you arching off the bed with his name on your lips.
“Did that feel good? His voice was by your ear, teasing lips brushing against the shell.
“Yes~…” you mewled, your nails scratching down his back. You were close, you were so close, and he must’ve felt it too, because he went faster.
“You look so beautiful like this…” Tao continued, kissing the side of your face.
“Ah! Tao! Just-“ you were interrupted when the pleasure was cut off by him pulling his fingers out. You whined at the loss, closing your eyes in frustration.
“Patience, baby.” His voice was smug against you and you almost wanted to punch him because of it, when you felt the tip of his member press against your opening.
“Ready?” he asked and you nodded, grabbing him by the nape of his neck to kiss him. He kissed you back with the same amount of passion, pushing into you. He muffled your screams as he filled you up to the hilt.
“You’re so tight…” he gritted though his teeth, waiting for you to adjust to his size. He only started moving when he felt your hips thrust up, seeking some release. He built a quick and steady pace, deciding that he teased you enough for now. Your hands were everywhere- in his hair, digging into his lithe back, anchoring yourself with his strong arms, cupping his face to kiss him deeply. You wrapped one of your legs around his waist, bringing him closer to you. Tao groaned, kissing down your neck. You felt his teeth against you as his thrusts became hard and faster, making you cry out each time he hit your spot.
“Tao…Tao…I…” you weren’t’ able to form a sentence and he didn’t let you. He bit you again and you cried out, the pleasure doubling. Your hands buried in his midnight strands and you moaned shamelessly after a particularly hard thrust.
“Come for me, ___.” He whispered roughly into your ear, licking the shell of it.
“Come now.” You weren’t sure if it was the way his hips ground into yours or his voice that was the reason of your undoing, but your world blacked out. You screamed out his name, tightening around him. Tao came close after you, spilling his seed inside you. After coming off his high, he slumped against you, his panting breath hitting the side of your neck. After he caught his breath, he rolled off you and brought you to his chest, holding you tight. You nuzzled into his skin, squeezing him gently.
“Aren’t you afraid of me? “ his voice sounded so different now. It was insecure, as if you were about to disappear any minute.
“Afraid of you? Why? Because you saved me?” you scoffed, swatting his chest.
“N-no! Because I’m a…”
“I’m not, Tao.” If was weird that you were so accepting of the fact, but you didn’t care at the moment. The only thing that mattered was that he was back and he wasn’t letting you go.
“This might get difficult at times, but I’m okay with you being who you are.”
“And who am I?” he wanted you to say it.
“You’re Tao.” You decided after a moment of silence, kissing his neck lovingly.
“And that’s what’s important.”
Luhan submitted by kai-puppy. I received this a couple of days ago but it slipped my mind until now. Thank you for the submission!
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A Euphoria
She could hear the pounding of her heart as she ran as fast as she could. Her legs were already hurting; almost numbing—either because of the cold or the over usage, she didn’t know—but she still pushed herself until she reached her destination. Five, long minutes later, she ran up the stairs and looked for the door she knew. Stopping in front of the rather worn down door with an already rusting metal placard that had ‘404’ printed on it, she started banging her fists as she caught her breath.
“Luhan! Luhan please open up!” she chanted, her banging keeping its loud intensity. A few moments after, she heard three locks being unfastened and the door being opened. Looking up at the thin boy who was just clad in a singlet and basketball shorts, she immediately ran and clung tight onto him, her arms around his waist.
The said boy tensed when someone suddenly tackled him as he answered the door but he relaxed, realizing who exactly was the… Human Koala clinging onto him. He sighed as he pulled her into his apartment and relocked the doors before leading her to his couch. She sat down but kept her grip on his battered singlet while he just stood in front of her. He knew she was hardly touchy—unless they were cuddling on his bed—but her tight grip said something was wrong. Even if her mouth couldn’t tell him directly.
The boy massaged gentle circles on her fists, urging her to let go and relax. After a few minutes of silent coaxing, she interlaced her fingers with his as she calmed down from her fit.
“I’ll get you water.” He whispers against her forehead and giving it a kiss. Pulling away from her, he turned around and walked forward a bit but she was fast. Before he could take another step forward, she hugged him from behind and inhaled his scent.
“I’m fine. Stay. Please.” She whimpered against his back, hugging him tighter. He smiled so himself and turned around, lifting her up to her feet.
“Come on, let’s get you into better clothes.” He pecked her lips and they walked to his room. She slowly peeled her dress off her, her back facing Luhan. After grabbing a shirt from his closet, Luhan turned around and sighed at the fresh new batch of red marks and bruises etched on the skin of her back. Walking up to her, he kissed each mark gently, carefully, soothing her.
Once she was settled out of her constricting dress and into his comfy shirt, they made themselves comfortable on his bed. Luhan was sitting, leaning against the headboard and she was between his legs, leaning against his lean chest. His hands crept up her shirt and wrapped around her bare waist, thumbs gently rubbing her skin. It was silent, but comforting. They were used to this. It wasn’t alien to them.
“What happened now?” Luhan whispers and kisses her temple before shifting himself a bit so he can see her face. She unwound his arms around her, turned around so she was facing him and interlaced her fingers with his, sighing.
“Mom came into my room and she hit me, again. I didn’t know what the fuck was happening and I tried asking but dad came in too then he started hitting me with his belt. I just sat there, taking it all in. Mom was furious, saying one thing after another. So what if I went with my brother for a road trip without telling her? It’s as if I still have to ask permission.” She huffed.
“But I guess you have to understand them right? You… they trust you to tell those things. Even if they’re barely home they do care for you so it hurts them too if you know, you keep things like that from them.” Luhan said, massaging circles on her tense palms.
“Don’t you see? Luhan, she didn’t flip when I went out and looked for a job when I was 14, she didn’t mind if I came home at midnight, she didn’t even spare me a look of concern when she saw me coming in through the door bleeding.” She spat out sourly. Luhan remembered seeing her going to school with a band aid on her forehead. Whenever people would ask, she would reply sheepishly, ‘Oh I fell down face first on the way to buy some ramen.’
But when he asked her, she admitted that she got into a fight she wasn’t supposed to be part of. It was between her two best guy buds, Sehun and Jongin. On the way to pulling them apart somehow, she was harshly pushed away and she fell, her forehead hitting a large rock. She was okay, really, no concussions or internal bleeding. Just the hurt she felt from the two.
“Still—“
“Luhan, she told me to clean myself and asked what would my teachers think of me if they saw how I was.” She deadpanned, looking at him. “I know she cares and I know she loves me, I love her too, but… our mother-daughter relationship isn’t really… mother-daughter-y, y’know? It’s like she gives me money for my daily necessities and extra spending but it’s not normal for me to ask permission. And I can’t seem to open up to her. She knows about my religion—or lack thereof—and my ex… girlfriend… and shit. Well, yeah, she supports me—or she doesn’t mind, I really don’t know—and stuff but… I just can’t open up to her and be like those girls who are so close to their mom and they share secrets—I haven’t even hugged her properly ever since I was in the third grade…” she sighed.
“It’s okay.” He wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her in closer, letting her nuzzle his chest. “I guess she doesn’t really show it but deep inside, she really was concerned. Just… just try to understand where she comes from. What she goes through everyday… don’t hate her. Be thankful that you do have a mom; be thankful that you have friends—and me—that distract you from the hurt you feel at home. Because whatever happens, we’ll always be here… I’ll be here, and I’m sure your mom will come around. Maybe not now, maybe not soon but she will come around. And when she does come around, everything will get better because it always does.” He pulled away a bit and she looked up at him.
“Of course it does get better. I believe in that. I’m not Sunshine for nothing!” she grinned and she stared up at his cheerful brown eyes and everything came flooding back. How and why she fell in love with him in the first place, their first meeting, first date, first kiss… first time together—and she felt surreal. It was surreal for her, a euphoria she never thought she’d feel, to be actually loved by a boy like Luhan. Loved in a way that he accepted everything that she was and loved in a way she liked. He wasn’t overbearingly possessive, so was she. She didn’t like professing her love for him—no matter how much she does love him—instead, she just insulted dear little XiaoLu and he took it positively, even throwing insults back at her. It was an imperfectly beautiful relationship, full of ups and downs but they pulled through.
Luhan kissed her forehead, down her nose, her cheeks, her chin then her lips. She giggled when his soft lips met hers, her arms automatically wrapping around his neck and she scooted closer.
“You know,” he breathed as he pulled away. “I think you’re beautiful like this.” He mumbled against her lips before leaning down and kissing her again, only to get a smack on his arm. “No, really. I’m not lying. I like how your hair is everyday, how you can’t seem to do proper aegyo,—as if that shit works on me anyway—and how you make me fall in love with you everyday by just being yourself. Okay so you’re not an ulzzang or a K-Pop idol or a Victoria’s Secret model but I don’t care just as long as you’ll love me like I love you, I’m fine.” He kisses her again, long, deep, passionate and loving.
“You’re so cheesy.” She whimpers and nuzzles his neck, smiling against his soft skin. He laughs, the vibrations of his chest comforting her somehow. She scoots closer, her legs over his and her arms meeting at his back.
“I love you.” He whispers against her ear, swaying her from side to side.
“I… I love you too.” She replies and kisses him again. Luhan pulls away and lies down properly, pulling her to lie on him. Gently skimming his hands against her clothed back, he rolled to the side and kept her close, a hand in her hair, his arm as her pillow and another arm around his waist. She giggled and entangled her legs with his, loving how natural touching Luhan was.
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“Babe?” he asked after a few moments of silence.
“Yeah?” she mumbled against his neck, giving it a small kiss.
“Remember the bar of chocolate you left in my fridge?” he grinned as he saw her eyes snap open and her brows furrow. “I ate it.” He pulled himself away form her hold immediately and ran to the living room.
“LUHAN YOU PIG YOU ATE ALL OF IT!?” she ran after him and tackled him to the ground.
Damn. That’s a long ass time. Haha! It’s okay, I’ve done that before with fanfic. We all have those days when we just want to fangirl. >.<
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No problem! Thanks for reading our stories. ^^
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We don’t really have a masterlist per se because usually masterlists will list out each and every fic but for our records, we tag all of our stories, submission and submitted, with the ‘fics’ tag.
You can also make a tags page where you basically list all your tags and hyperlink them to that specific tag url. The hyperlink button is the chain one in the toolbar. You just highlight whatever word you want to make a link, add in the url (if it’s a tag it’ll be (your tumblr url.tumblr.com/tagged/(whatever tag you want)), and that’s it! Now, whenever anyone clicks on that link (let’s say you want to create a tag for smut), it’ll take the user to any story you tagged as ‘smut.’
Hope this helps!
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When we finish this round of request. I know things have been slow lately but my summer break is almost here so stories should pick up soon.
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